I thought of you today, the thought of you makes me feel joyfuly gay.
Our time apart, strengthens the love i have in my heart.
Like the stars in the sky, you shine your love without a try.
You make me feel beautiful, thats what makes our relationship so wonderful.
I think of you everyday, and love you in everyway.
Thursday, October 28, 2010
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
The life I dreamt of.
All my life I dreamed of being a stay at home mom. I would dream of 2 kids and this wonderful husband. We lived in this beautiful neighborhood full of wonderful people. The dinner parties we had were just fun, elegant and full of joy. Our house was the perfect size for our little family and life was just perfect.
My life has been far from perfect. There are things that I regret and would change if I had the chance. God has helped me through so much in my life. He is such an awesome God. He has not given me the "perfect life" I dreamt about, but its awfuly close.
I have a wonderful man in my life. Wes is my partner, my love, but most of all he is my friend. We will stay up late at night just talking and laughing. I think about him every hour of everyday. When he goes out of town for a few days I get so alone. He calls me when he can and I always wait for those phone calls. When he comes home I become a teenager all giddy with butterflies. I love this man with all my life and plan on spending the rest of my life with him.
God has also given me the most wonderful child I could ever ask for. Christopher is always happy. He is also very smart. Some of the things that he does are just amazing to me. Its funny how when a 1 year old boy puts a square block in a square hole just excites you to no end. I really think he will excel through anything and everything he does.
Like in my dream I am a stay at home mom. As long as the finances allow it, it will stay that way. The joy I get from keeping my home a happy home is just awesome. I can admit that when Wes is gone on a job out of town I do slack a little. By the time he gets home you wouldn't know it though.
Not everything in my dream came true but its pretty darn close. I love my life and can't wait to see what the good lord has in store for me next.
My life has been far from perfect. There are things that I regret and would change if I had the chance. God has helped me through so much in my life. He is such an awesome God. He has not given me the "perfect life" I dreamt about, but its awfuly close.
I have a wonderful man in my life. Wes is my partner, my love, but most of all he is my friend. We will stay up late at night just talking and laughing. I think about him every hour of everyday. When he goes out of town for a few days I get so alone. He calls me when he can and I always wait for those phone calls. When he comes home I become a teenager all giddy with butterflies. I love this man with all my life and plan on spending the rest of my life with him.
God has also given me the most wonderful child I could ever ask for. Christopher is always happy. He is also very smart. Some of the things that he does are just amazing to me. Its funny how when a 1 year old boy puts a square block in a square hole just excites you to no end. I really think he will excel through anything and everything he does.
Like in my dream I am a stay at home mom. As long as the finances allow it, it will stay that way. The joy I get from keeping my home a happy home is just awesome. I can admit that when Wes is gone on a job out of town I do slack a little. By the time he gets home you wouldn't know it though.
Not everything in my dream came true but its pretty darn close. I love my life and can't wait to see what the good lord has in store for me next.
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